It's sometimes hard for me to tell what is depression, what is discouragement, and what is just plain sleepiness. I wind down after 8pm, and by 10pm I'm done. I'm sure I've said this before. Yes, it could be that my days normally start at 4:45am. But last night, I had a (fairly) full night's sleep, and today I did nothing more taxing than run the children around to dance & riding & do some housekeeping, and I feel so unable to think or do anything right now. And for me, stress and depression often lead to the desire to sleep. So it's hard to know what is what.
Nothing more to write now. I'm trying to honor this - this what? fallow? - time rather than beat myself up about it.
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